My Day without Him~
Today is 18th August 2008. My horoscope, PISCES, stated that my friends all come in different shapes, sizes, and styles and I shouldn't have treating them all the same way. It stated that it is not that I should play favorites, it's just that I need to start being more mindful of the fact that some friends require more attention from you than others. Just because friend A doesn't need to hear from you for months, doesn't mean that friend B is going to be cool with that. How am I suppose to read other people's mind since I am not the parasite in their body? It is too ambiguous... I think that's why I should improve a lot in my communication. To dig out all the parasites in them and to rule their kingdom too~ Whoa, a bit too much~
Well, he and I separated for two days already... Miss him a lot but can't do anything... Still got another at least 36 hours to see him. On one hand, really want to see him and want to know whether everything goes fine with him but on the other hand, I am very scared of seeing him... I don't know how to face him... I don't know what to say to him... What should I do? How do I start a conversation with him? I wonder... In fact, I know he is now a changed person... I never aspect him to be back the previous him and I know it is impossible to do so... Well, in my heart, he is still him no matter how. Definitely I am going to miss his smile and his terrible laugh~ Yes, he will sure laugh but it will be an incomplete laugh from an incomplete him... The him that i will be facing will no more the him that I used to know. But my dear, I will always be by your side to comfort you as long as you need me. That is what I can assure of.
Drove back to UniSel all alone by Dear's car in the drizzling morning with cold wind. Tuned alarm at 8am but ended up woke up at half an hour late... Sigh... Everything looked very dreadful throughout the journey... 10 minutes of winded road all along the way in jungle... Scary but quite a good experience though! Classes finally over! A very tiring day... When entering house, May asked me why coming back alone? Where is Yan Wai (my dear)? It reminded me on him and stroked me again... The feeling is different when Dear is not around. Everything looks upside down and inner out... Very terrible. I can't imagine my life after our graduation... It is too bitter.. Dear, it is much more bitter then the Espresso that we tried at Coffee Bean!
My Day without Him~
Today is 18th August 2008. My horoscope, PISCES, stated that my friends all come in different shapes, sizes, and styles and I shouldn't have treating them all the same way. It stated that it is not that I should play favorites, it's just that I need to start being more mindful of the fact that some friends require more attention from you than others. Just because friend A doesn't need to hear from you for months, doesn't mean that friend B is going to be cool with that. How am I suppose to read other people's mind since I am not the parasite in their body? It is too ambiguous... I think that's why I should improve a lot in my communication. To dig out all the parasites in them and to rule their kingdom too~ Whoa, a bit too much~
Well, he and I separated for two days already... Miss him a lot but can't do anything... Still got another at least 36 hours to see him. On one hand, really want to see him and want to know whether everything goes fine with him but on the other hand, I am very scared of seeing him... I don't know how to face him... I don't know what to say to him... What should I do? How do I start a conversation with him? I wonder... In fact, I know he is now a changed person... I never aspect him to be back the previous him and I know it is impossible to do so... Well, in my heart, he is still him no matter how. Definitely I am going to miss his smile and his terrible laugh~ Yes, he will sure laugh but it will be an incomplete laugh from an incomplete him... The him that i will be facing will no more the him that I used to know. But my dear, I will always be by your side to comfort you as long as you need me. That is what I can assure of.
Drove back to UniSel all alone by Dear's car in the drizzling morning with cold wind. Tuned alarm at 8am but ended up woke up at half an hour late... Sigh... Everything looked very dreadful throughout the journey... 10 minutes of winded road all along the way in jungle... Scary but quite a good experience though! Classes finally over! A very tiring day... When entering house, May asked me why coming back alone? Where is Yan Wai (my dear)? It reminded me on him and stroked me again... The feeling is different when Dear is not around. Everything looks upside down and inner out... Very terrible. I can't imagine my life after our graduation... It is too bitter.. Dear, it is much more bitter then the Espresso that we tried at Coffee Bean!
嗨~我到你的部落逛逛咯.
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加油咯.
jie..all is english~~
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