The Vin Palace (Cheras) on Merdeka Eve

Hahaa, this is the place where I went after my movie with buddies! Where is the place? Be patient~ I am going to share with you already~ Tada!!!! Whoa,

The Vin Palace in Cheras!

It was 15 minutes to 7pm by the time I reached there~ Unlike the previous visit to The Vin Palace in Kepong, this time Fatty brought another girl named, Paris, to join the wine tasting! I am glad that I am not alone or else my night there won't be as fun as last night! It is very enjoyable, delectable and palatable~

There were already quite a number of drinkers there when we stepped into the wine shop~ There were Sean, his friend, Mr. Choo (the humorous handsome guy), Desmond (the owner), Mr. Simon, his wife... (Don't know them all YET). They were all chit-chatting delightfully which made the whole wine shop sank into laughter~ I kinda like the design of the wine shop. It is slightly different from Kepong branch. It is quite lively there and I found it more comfortable and relaxing~

Desmond prepared four types of wine for us to taste and and feedback was required! How to judge among good wine? I wonder... It is actually based on how well our palate works with the pure wine I guess~ hehee^^ The complexity of the different wines differ from each other. We tried the simplest one to the most complex one~ The sipping feelings is just indescribable~You should have a try with your own palate and do allow your palate to feel something new and tell you something new~ It is not a bad experience if you have reached a certain level of alcoholic capacity~

After an hour I tried the wine, I felt like my body has been lightened by the alcohol level and I felt like I was dancing in the air with the wine bottles dancing together with me~ At that time, I dare not leave my seat as I didn't feel secure to walk around with the body in a totally unbalanced situation~ There is no big deal I guess, I just need some time to get used to it~

We then had our dinner there and I have been working hard on my food-wine pairing since the first time I went for wine tasting but I think my palate is not sensitive enough to make out any difference... That is kinda sad for me~ Or maybe the food was at the same level as the excellent wine so surely there was be nothing to blame on my palate, right? Confusing... Must be something wrong some where! When is the up coming wine dinner? I want to be the first to join and to prove to all drinkers that my sense of taste is ABSOLUTELY NORMAL~

The most unique part of this wine shop is the cellar! It is not really a wine cellar as they don't keep wine down there. To be exact, Desmond used the cellar for the wine drinkers' entertainment~ It is a well designed and decorated underground room, well furnished, full set of sound system for drinkers to take their own sweet time to melt themselves with the good wine with their desired music~ My singing is not that good so I did not really sing much.

Time flies, in a blink of eyes without realizing it, we then left the place happily. I am very contented as I not only had a chance to try some vintage wine, I too met new friend there~ I am not sure this is the kind of life that I would like to attach to but at least, I am still finding myself adaptive~ Clef, I will remember what you said, love myself a little bit more. I am still working very hard on it and haven't thought of giving up yet~

This is the ME before leaving my house on 30th August 2008 morning~

Well, I end up become like this... The half conscious but contented me after a joyful day!


One corner of the wine cellar that I like the most~ It is just too comfortable~

Paris and I are soon to be intoxicated~ Hahaa^^


Everyone in this picture look so pretty but the partially conscious me~


Glad to met this two new pretty girl there~


Mr Choo and I~ He is really a good taker and story teller~ ^^


Ai yo, when on earth this picture had been taken lah?! Wa lau, I must be completely drunk~ lol Obviously I am not drunk by posting this picture here~ He is the one who never once gave up hope in me and even be with me during my hard timeS~ YOU ARE THE BEST FATTY!

Heartwrenching "Money No Enough 2"

51th Merdeka... It is meaningless to such a non-patriotic citizen like me~ It is just another holiday for me to be away from home and enjoy with my buddies~ Was thinking to have fun at Sg Wang but due to transportation problems, we decided to go for a movie, Money Not Enough 2, at Mid Valley~ I was told that it is a comedy but to me it is more tragedy~ Personally I don't find the story outline interesting but the casting made me had 2 hours of emotional roller coaster ride~ The three brothers were not my main focus during that movie but the mother~ Kudos for her great acting! There were several touching scenes with the song entitled 'Mother' in the show. It is very touching~ (When I say sad, I really meant it!)

Basically, this show is reflecting what is happening in our poor society nowadays. In that show, it showed how the mother sacrificed her everything to take care of her children when they were young and fragile. What disappointed me was the calculative behavior of the three brats in taking care of their mother who suffers from Alzheimer's disease in her advanced age... She was upset as she could not do anything for her sons when they were in their economic crisis. She asked for help from her friends but none of them were willing to help, instead they 'channelize' ? her to beg for money by saying they can't afford to give her fish but they can teach her how to fish to survive... Due to her friends' channelization, she was caught by the police and taken to the police station. I held my tears when I saw this part especially when the sons blamed her for disgracing them~

There is one more scene that I couldn't control my tears rolling in my eyes~ The three sons and daughter-in-laws were too stingy over the expenditure needed to on hire a maid to take care of the mother so they ended up deciding to take turns to look after the bed-ridden mother. Sons then made lots of complains without thinking who changed their diapers with even stinking poops in it? Only the elder brother had taken good care of the mother but the other two placed the mother at a vacant spot outside the toilet and one even placed the mother IN the toilet with food being served there~ This is just a movie but I won't be shocked if I were to hear about this in reality! That's kinda sad, huh?

My tears dropped when Ah Hui (elder son) sent his mother off to the old folks home even though the unendurable pain struck him badly when he was running away. That scene is super touching especially when the mother asked the nurse whether it is an old folks home and beseeching Ah Hui not to abandon her and she collapsed eventually... I remember that the final part that moved me to tears was the part where the mother removed her respirator when she was a little conscious after coma for days. She saw everyone were extremely worried about Ah Keong's daughter who was involve in an accident and needed O- blood for transfusion transfusion which was also needed by the mother~ Ah Keong was in a confusion on who the blood should be given to. To solve Ah Keong's life dilemma, she decided to take in her last breath and sacrifice herself again to saved her granddaughter's life~ The scene of the mother lying on the bed reminded me on my grandmother as I was there with her when she was admitted into ICU years back in exactly the same situation as how the mother is with the tears rolling down from the eyes...

Thank you Carol for choosing this movie! Sim Yin and Huey Jiun's accompaniment is very much appreciated too! I really had a good time with you girls today~ A big hug and kisses for you all!

Me and Sim Yin~


Me and Carol~


Me and Huey Jiun~

Zhong Yuan Festival

Zhong Yuan Festival a.k.a Hungry Ghost Festival, Yu Lan Pen festival and Shi Hu that falls on the 15th day of the 7th lunar month. I had been asked for a ZhongYuan Festival dinner at road side not far away from my housing area yesterday with my family and my uncle's family as we owned a table there where good food had been served.

It was a little too bored for me initially as can't really involve myself in elderly conversation. Me, my brother, Kenny, and Bei Bei got mildewed there. At least we had each other to accompany there~ The dinner turned to be a bit too irritating later due to the clamorous performance of singers while we were enjoying our table delicacies. What caught my attention was the auction held! They were varieties of religious items in auction! What amazed me was the Pu-erh tea that costs RM2,800 and Five Images of Buddha that cost RM5,000! I was shoked by the offered price~ Phew...

Pu-er that can cost RM2,800~

Below is an article of ZhongYuan history taken from china.org.cn

It used to be a religious ceremony in India. The Buddhist would hold the Yu Lan Pen Festival in memory of their forefathers. The Yu Lan Pen canon was compiled to encourage the Buddhists' piety, so it went with the Chinese custom of commemorating their ancestors and became popular in many Chinese regions.

There was a popular folk tale about how the monk, Mu Nian, saved his mother from suffering. Mu Nian had great magic power. One day his mother fell into the mouth of a hungry ghost and turned into flames in endless suffering. Mu Nian had no idea to save his mother, so he asked Buddha for help. Buddha told him the Yu Lan Pen canon and asked him to save his mother on the 15th day of the 7th lunar month with the help of Yu Lan Pen.

China followed the custom since the Liang Dynasty (502-557 A.D.) and it was evolved into the present Zhongyuan Festival. In addition to the fast provided for the monks, the present festival has special sacrificial ceremonies.

When the festival sets in, a sacrificial altar and a chair is built for the Buddhist priest either at street entrances or in front of villages. In front of the chair sets the statue of the King of Hell Di Zang. Under it are plates of flour-made rice and peaches. On the sacrificial alter are three spirit tablets and three funeral banners. After noon, pigs, sheep, chicken, geese and cakes, fruits of all kinds donated by households are displayed on the altar. On every sacrifice the Buddhist priest will put a triangular paper banner of three colors with special characters. After the rite gets started in solumn music, the priest will strike the bell to call back the souls, other monks singing chimes of incantations. Then he will throw the rice and peaches into the air in all directions to distribute them to the souls.

At night, incense is burnt in front of the door of each household. The more incense, the better, for the amount of incense stands for the degree of prosperity. In some places, people flow water lanterns. Such lanterns are made by setting a lotus flower-shaped lantern on a piece of board. According to the Chinese tradition, the lanterns are used to direct the ghosts. Ghosts find their way back when the lanterns are out. On the festival, all shops are closed to leave the street to the ghosts. In the middle of each street, an altar of incense is set every 100 paces with fresh fruits and sacrifices displayed on it. Behind the altar, the monks will sing songs that only the ghosts can understand. This rite is called shi ge'r, meaning singing ghost songs.

Shangyuan Festival falls on the same day as Lantern Festival, when people hang out various beautiful lanterns to celebrate the first full moon of the Lunar Year. Zhongyuan Festival follows Shangyuan Festival. As the former is one for the ghosts, people think that they should also hang out lanterns to celebrate for the ghosts. However, there is some difference. As human beings and land belong to yang, which means positive, so ghosts and water belong to yin, which means negative. The dark and mysterious underworld usually reminds us of the gloomy sepulchral hell where the ghosts suffer. So at Shangyuan Festival, lanterns should be hung on land while those at Zhongyuan Festival should be flown on waters.

Think Positively and Everything Will be Alright~

A girl was once dissatisfies of why can't she deserves weekends with her loved one? Why must she have the only tired, exhausted and stressful weekdays that burden by all of the academic stuffs to be with his dream boy? Why must she spend her weekends all alone or even some other activities excluded him? Isn't it ridiculous as she is currently in a relationship? But then, she realize that there is no fair and square existed in this world. No one assure what kind of life style a couple should attach with.

Due to time passes, she knows him better and realize that he needs family and friends. Again, she asked herself, everyone has family and friends, but why other couples manage their happy life style with their beloved well but why can't they? Perhaps, love is not the strongest element in reality~


As in Mathematics concept, the universe symbolizes the world that support all objects and creatures. Set A and set B consist of two contrastive elements as in this world for example black and white, true and false, yea and no... It is so true that there is not only black and white existed in this complicated world that full of lie, swindle, fraud and also scandal. In fact, the mixture, grey, occupied the most spaces in the universe~

Why am I bringing up the above story and concept? That is to stimulate our human thinking by not taking things negatively. Think properly, isn't it negative too part of the element in intersection? Just add a little of positive and every thing will be different. It is not as bad as what you think overall. I have been suffering from low self esteem from young and lack of confidence. This is also my self reflex and effort of pushing and remind myself on keep moving forward in life and never give up~

My Fabulous Dream Car!

Hello Kitty is a cute white kitten with a red cute ribbon on her left and she loves making friends. She weighs the same as three apples, was born in suburban London on November 1, 1974, and is a very energetic little girl who likes playing in the park or in the forest. Hello Kitty also likes playing the piano and baking cakes.

Why am I bring up Hello Kitty here? Hello Kitty is one of the only characters that made an impact even in automotive industry and drive me extremely ecstatic~ Proud of Hello Kitty! Cheers! Phew, is time to be thrifty to prepare for my dream car! It is not too early to have this in mind, in fact, it is always better to take protective measures in advance. Hahaa^^ Let see every single piece of Hello Kitty car accessories that have my mouth watering three feet down the lips!

From a small piece of Hello Kitty head car key. Cute~

To a Hello Kitty grille instead of Honda

Hello Kitty car fragrance that alliterative and decorative~ Whoa!

Fabrication of lovely Hello Kitty head on exhaust pipe!!!

Cool car meter panel in Hello Kitty head~ CUTE!!!

Sun Shade to protect from sun burn!

Sweet pinky baby chair for my future baby~ Wakaka...

Nice, cute, charm, and glory kitty face~ Whoa, to make me revel in it~

Here it comes to my favorite car with fabulous design that cost the owner about $50,000~ Phew

My future dream car that will always melt my heart each time I see it and secured me every time I drive it~

Have to work harder to achieve my personal goal on buying this car~ My forever favorite~ Don't you like it? It looks really sweet, icy cool, girlish, feminine, cute... and it could really melt my heart~ Agreeable huh?!

Dream Wedding Day

Insomnia again tonight... Guess what this not-knowing-what-to-do me have been thinking of? I have been thinking of this silly kind but very cute and romantic kind of wedding. Hehee^^ Come along with me, I am going to show you my dream wedding day!

A wedding day held in Hello Kitty theme of highly religious place~

With this Mitsubishi i Princess Hello Kitty edition as wedding car~
A pair of baby pick heels which is so much adorable~


A bundle of flower of hello kitty face~

Bands of commitment*

A cute and shimmering night gown of hello kitty that sparks the whole night~

And a snow-white wedding gown of Hello Kitty~

Yea, it is a very silly way of thinking but I just can't quit myself from dreaming! Isn't it cute, sweet, adorable, admirable..... This fairy tale kind of wedding can only happen in imaginary world~ Perhaps, it is time to bed now~ lol.

The Vin Palace

Went for wine tasting at a wine shop today~ Quite a nice experience that I never had in my life time. Tried both white wine and red wine but to me, red wine is more preferable. Just a few wine glasses of wine is good enough to get me slightly intoxicated... You can imagine how terrible this drinker is~ Luckily did not say anything wrong that time~ That shop is full of variety kinds of wine and a very worthy place to spend your leisure time with friends~

Wine tasting is the sensory examination and evaluation of wine but when came to wine food paring, I can't even differentiate the difference! Must be something wrong with my palates! Ridiculous!

I met Jane the manager, her assistant, Sean, Sam, and a few more regular drinkers there. They are all very friendly to make me this first timer there won't feel shy or uneasy.

I left that place around 7pm plus and I do admit that I had had three hours of fun with everyone there! Before we left, Fatty bought me a bottle of New Age Rose Wine for me knowing very well that I prefer red

wine rather than white wine. Here a very big thank you to Fatty who willing to bring me there to experience such a good wine~ A very big thank you!

Hoping for the next chance to be there to mix around with the great drinkers and the exquisitely beautiful young manager! Looking forward for better time!

Why Crying Over Spilt Milk?

In one hand, how many of you agree with me saying that love is not everything? On the other hand, to those who agree with me, how many of you still not giving up hope and hoping for a fairy tales-kind of relationship? Well, I know this guy who takes everything very seriously but when comes to relationship, he feels very helpless even though he loves his girl friend very much~ To guy, relationship is a must in sense of they need someone to be by their side to share their happiness, sorrow and to support them~ It seems like without a partner, they will end up being lonesome and face all things alone~ How true am I? I wonder~

I once came across with one guy who took friends very seriously. I was very curious with his answer and I asked him for clarification to clear my doubt.Without thinking any further, he told me that there is no everlasting love~ He said he realized the importance of friends ever since his first girl friend left him. He was once sacrificed everything for love, poor thing the girl friend not knowing how to appreciate... His friends were upset by being neglected but they still support him throughout the way when he was down. Therefore, he expect his new girl friend to be understanding. His girl friend was disappointed as neglected most of the time.

Years later, his girl friend left him due to unknown reason and left him in confusion. He tried his very best to detain but her decision made remain unchanged~ This guy soon realize how much his girl friend had sacrificed for him and he willing to give away all his everything to get her back. He don't realize how cruel he was when he neglected her, how she passed her time? How she bear when he went back home with tiredness that couldn't even have a simple conversation with her? Gentleman, Rome was not built in a day~

As a guy, you might take other things much more importantly than your lover but at the same time, you too neglected how sensitive a girl towards LOVE. If you think you can't afford things that comfort your lover, at least, let her go~ In reality, there are many different kind of person~ Some take family very importantly, some take friends very vitally, some will take their career very seriously much more crucial than love, but at least don't treat your loved one in that low position~ It hurts some how.

There is now a friend of mine, she also a housemate of mine at the moment, she is dealing very good in her relationship~ Her lover treated her very good although love is not that important in some exceptional situation, but he managed it very well~ Let's bless this love birds happy ever in their life~

PS: There is forever friendship but no one assure that there is forever love~ Once the love is gone, it is gone forever. Be contented with what you have as no one assure you that there is a better one ahead of you~ Be protective to your lover, as once he/she started to bleed, it is hard to heal. Even if it healed, there is also an ugly mark left forever...

What Gor Said Is So True~

Gor,
Now i know why you will say there is nothing special for those special repeated date~ Just that I am the one who took it too seriously~ Gor is right, it is just numbers~ I agree with you.

Is He Really Fine? I Wonder~

Don't know since when, I started to write blog and the moment i come back home from class, I will come straight to my lap top after tossing my bag on the bed. It seems to be part of my life it seems. I love writing blog and sharing feelings~ In fact, this is the only place I can tell my true feelings to the fullest~

19th August, Dear is back to BB and I am glad that he is managing himself quite well. I believe he is mature enough to take everything easily and not being emotional. Some how or other, I still can see his reddish and watery eyes sometime... I am not sure whether he is really fine deep inside his heart or not but what I can do is just to trust even though the TRUST will RUST no matter how. I clearly know that there is a irreplaceable missing puzzle in his heart. I feel so sorry about it. Hope Dear feel easy with the new world. My time with Dear is undergoing some changes and the previous us can be said no more existed. Goodbye to the past but good memories are meant to be treasured.

I think I am now too a changed person. I keep reminding myself that I really got to stand up on my own and accept the changes with open arms. There is nothing I can't overcome and I am heading to the future... Changes? Differences? What's the big deal? I have to accept my luck. This is the time that I have to re-think a little and find the best way for a better life... I got to admit it is hard. In fact, no one claims that life is easy~ It is always complicated and there are many more obstacles waiting to be overcome. All the best for myself and to those who is heading to a better life.

Another Ordinary Day of Mine

Few days back, Hendry asked me how much do I understand about Christianity and The Holy Bible~ I was quite surprise when I read his message then I started to think what do I really know about it... Well, I must admit that my understanding of it is not that in depth~ He then told me the comprehension of the above elements will affect my reading on Tarot. In order to improve and enhance the ability of reading Tarot, the history of Christianity is necessary. I like Tarot but never once thought to become a psychic! I always like to refer to Tarot and Horoscope to my life especially when I am committed in live trauma. To believe it or not is personal matter but never ever criticize them. We don't need to fully believe it as there is still a LIE in believe, but believe smartly, be selective~ Hopefully I will be able to understand better Tarot after getting know a little background of Christianity and The Holy Bible! Hendry, thank's for telling me the effective way of reading Tarot~

In writing class this morning, found out lots of good writing example in book! Admire the writer's exquisite way of writing. Hoping will be able to write like them~ To start writing, we have to set in mind that: Writing is not difficult! Writing is EASY! Hope to improve myself more in writing~

After class, Praveen said there might be a trip to Genting next week!!! Yeah Yeah! Hopefully they can manage to set up a class trip there or else there will be no chance to organize a trip in such a heavy semester... I just don't want to make it next semester! TAK NAK~ Looking forward for preveen's news!

To TESL 4A's class rep, Marcus Khoo, thank you for your great effort on our class time table! Your determination on giving the class the best time table is very much appreciated! A very big hug for you!!

What a tiring day today... but still have to attend Psycholinguistic class in the evening... Hope something FUN gonna happen in class~ So that I won't die in bored... Hahaa^^ While waiting for the next class, enjoying one of the favorite instrumental song, Marriage D'Amour by my favorite French painist, Richard Clayderman~

My Day without Him~

Today is 18th August 2008. My horoscope, PISCES, stated that my friends all come in different shapes, sizes, and styles and I shouldn't have treating them all the same way. It stated that it is not that I should play favorites, it's just that I need to start being more mindful of the fact that some friends require more attention from you than others. Just because friend A doesn't need to hear from you for months, doesn't mean that friend B is going to be cool with that. How am I suppose to read other people's mind since I am not the parasite in their body? It is too ambiguous... I think that's why I should improve a lot in my communication. To dig out all the parasites in them and to rule their kingdom too~ Whoa, a bit too much~

Well, he and I separated for two days already... Miss him a lot but can't do anything... Still got another at least 36 hours to see him. On one hand, really want to see him and want to know whether everything goes fine with him but on the other hand, I am very scared of seeing him... I don't know how to face him... I don't know what to say to him... What should I do? How do I start a conversation with him? I wonder... In fact, I know he is now a changed person... I never aspect him to be back the previous him and I know it is impossible to do so... Well, in my heart, he is still him no matter how. Definitely I am going to miss his smile and his terrible laugh~ Yes, he will sure laugh but it will be an incomplete laugh from an incomplete him... The him that i will be facing will no more the him that I used to know. But my dear, I will always be by your side to comfort you as long as you need me. That is what I can assure of.

Drove back to UniSel all alone by Dear's car in the drizzling morning with cold wind. Tuned alarm at 8am but ended up woke up at half an hour late... Sigh... Everything looked very dreadful throughout the journey... 10 minutes of winded road all along the way in jungle... Scary but quite a good experience though! Classes finally over! A very tiring day... When entering house, May asked me why coming back alone? Where is Yan Wai (my dear)? It reminded me on him and stroked me again... The feeling is different when Dear is not around. Everything looks upside down and inner out... Very terrible. I can't imagine my life after our graduation... It is too bitter.. Dear, it is much more bitter then the Espresso that we tried at Coffee Bean!

A USELESS ME

From the past two days is the most miserably time for me ever since I started a relationship with my special one... Why do I say so? It is not because of he made me angry or disappoint me. Something totally out of expectation happened out of sudden and he just would not accept it... It stroked him down very badly and unexpectedly... 14th August 2008 was the day I firstly seen him howling and weeping in such a severe pain... What had happen? His closed aunt had gone and she will never return... It so happened on July 14 of Lunar Calender and it is a Ghost Festival for Chinese. He will never ever forget that day. He even told me a weird thought appeared on his mind that the ghost had grabbed her aunt's soul away... That kind of thinking is odd but who knows it might be true...

What upset me is not only to see him sad (now I know why he always look dull when he see me sad...sorry) and also to see him forcedly holding his tear from rolling down on his cheek... In fact, I feel very bad as I don't even know how to comfort him... Deep inside my heart i know it is a bit too much to tell him to be tough. Who can really be tough if this really happen? I wonder... Unless the person own a iron heart. When time passed and things happened, I am not sure whether I am suitable to be his girl friend or not... Maybe I am not qualified...

I don't know what should I do... I really don't know... I am very blur in my situation... What to do next when the next time I see him?.. I feel like avoiding him... I just don't know how to face him...

I know he will miss his aunt...
I know his heart is still ache...
But how to let him know the ties are not broken?
How to tell him the memories don't break?
How to tell him this is not the end?
How to tell him his aunt will look after him from up above?
How to tell him he still have each other?
How to tell him to stay strong in the God and they will be together again?
I WONDER..........

I am so sorry for his lost...
Very very sorry...

QiXi or 8th August??!!

I had a movie with my loved one on 7th August 2008. That movie was Meet Dave and it happened to be a late night movie at 11:30pm. I was not the one who plan for the movie~ Hehee^^

Back to the movie, Meet Dave, I am not sure whether i am supposed to take that movie as a movie for QiXi Chinese Valentine's Day or a movie for the special day of 08082008... I wondered~ And I am still wondering... We went into the cinema on QiXi Chinese Valentine's Day but we left the cinema on 08082008.

I had been thinking about this for days but I still could not give myself a good answer. The origins of QiXi of Cowhead and Weaver Girl are so romantic, it suits me this kind of romantic person the best~ Hehee^^ But in another hand, 8th August 2008 was so special as it won't come back again if we missed it~ Aiks, kinda headache~ Hmm, should I take that movie as just another ordinary movie on just another ordinary day? But deep inside my heart, I don't want it to be just an ordinary movie... Sigh... It is not fair if I were to take that movie as a movie for the combination of that two special day right?... Oh no...

What a 自相矛盾 me~ This four little word is pronounced as 'zi4 xiang1 mao2 dun4'. Direct translation as using my own spear to strike my own shield. Hahaa^^ Am I spinning your head even faster? lol... It literally referring to a person who argues or acts in such a way that he cannot justify himself. It is really painting myself into a corner with bad arguments. Why am I so contradicting myself? What a trouble maker~

How to practice 'Don't trouble the trouble unless the trouble troubles yo'? I still don't know. Life is all about learning~ I will learn it one day! Certainly~

08th August 2008

08.08.2008. Again, the repeated date has arrived after 07.07.2007. Is this day special? It depends on what kind of thinking is implanted in your mind. To me, as a Pisces, this is a very special day as it will never come back again if we miss the chance~ It is a special day with a special date with a special number and apparently it is supposed to be a great day for me... Yea, it is true that I am a Chinese, but it is not because of the number 8 that holds great meaning of 'rich and great fortune' of Chinese Feng Sui for me to set the greatness of today but this is the year that I had chosen to ease all my sorrow, leave the dark of this full-of-cheating world and make the first step to accept the new year~ I remember one of my friends, Marcus Khoo, once told me: '2008 not just an ordinary year. It is not just because of the number 8 but it too means a new start and a new beginning. At first, I was agreed with him gracefully as i started my second relationship with my loved one at 1st January 2008 itself. That is why I really take this year very importantly.

But today, it ended up to be another ordinary day for me. 888 is extremely lucky for Chinese. I too am a Chinese but why am I so over-looked? God must have lost me somewhere~ He must have deserted me and turned his cold back and deaf ear to me. Nothing is special today, nothing memorable and nothing romantic but more than a little disappointed. It is just another ordinary day after all~ This day will leave me lots of pain, regret, disappointment, repentance, lament and deplore. My day should not be that ordinary, should it? lol, maybe i was wrong and I am still wrong.

All these while, I dare not plan for anything. But this is the year that i had put so much of hope and so much of effort to overcome my so called 'negative thinking' of my life. I started to plan things for my loved one, I planned things for my family, planed things for my friends, I even did things that I never thought I could do but does all these really work? Perhaps, I myself know the answer the best? Who could know better than me? No one but ME... I remember the pain. And I will never forget~ Plans that end up bringing me tears~

Today, i am supposed to have my loved one lying next to me to welcome the new day with me. Especially at 8:08am,when i open my eyes and I could see him smiling at me with a warm kiss and morning greeting. We are supposed to go for a simple lunch (it could be a bit more than just 'simple', Hehee^^) and perhaps we could have a walk in a busy street, do some shopping or for a movie~ And of course a romantic dinner, some sort of candle light dinner. Whoa~ Does it sound really romantic? I wonder~ Hahaa, it is simple, isn't it? But if it could happen, I would have melted in such a romantic atmosphere~

But I am not the most-neglected-one. At least I had a late night movie with my loved one last night~ The movie that we watched was Meet Dave, we were deep in the laughter for one and a half hours in the cinema! Hahaa~ My second favorite comedy after White Chicks. At least he is the one I saw when i opened my eyes in the morning with a sweet smile followed by a warm kiss and a 'Good Morning, dear'~ God did not treat me that badly! Just that this greedy me have been asking for too much~ Can't help it~ After all, half of my wish came true. It is not that bad either~

何为"樂觀"?? 吾不懂。。。

The Best Way To Make It Through... Is To Listen To Your Heart.

In life, we have to make decisions
that aren't easy. We're afraid that
whatever choice we make will UPSET
someone we love.

It is at these times that we need
to stop and listen to the voice
inside us. If we listen just to
the wishes of those around us and
ignore our own feelings, we will not
be TRULY HAPPY.

Listen to what you know is right
and stand by that, because
when you do, you will be happy~

Life Isn't Always Easy!!!

Life can be unfair at times
When you must maintain faith
And never let go.

It is especially during the difficult times
That you must live your life
To its fullest potential.
Those are the time to Triumph
Over circumstances
With hope and courage

Life isn't always easy,
But if you keep going and persevere
To the very best of your ability,
You will gain strength to manage
The new challenges ahead.

Each Goal that you reach
Is another important step forward.

Believe that there are
Bright and wonderful days
Ahead for you and you will find

THANK YOU DAD FOR YOUR PRECIOUS NOD~

26th July 2008 was not just an ordinary Saturday for me~
I went for a movie involving all my family members!
Arrange this movie was not an easy job for me...
Why do I say so?
It is because my dad will never like to get himself into a MALL!
Needless to say the CINEMA is exactly in the MALL~
LOL~
It seems like the mall is the kingdom of DEMON@@
But why take it so hard?
As 36th strategy in SunZi's Art of War says:
RUN FOR LIFE!!!!
Just run into the cinema will do right?.. lol

My dad is a kinda serious DAD with his strict and cool expression that always hanging on his face and taking everything very seriously!

But deep inside his heart, it is just another different kind of world to be explored~
He is warm, kind and caring~

I remembered how I beseeched him just for the first two-hour-movie! RED CLIFF~
It took me five days from day one I tried to drag him in for a movie until the precious nod I wanted from him~
Whoa Whoa Whoa~
That's really the longest persuasion I have ever had~
Well, you know, a King is always a King~
Will have His own DIGNITY and will never simply nod on anything~
Maybe King likes to see others persuade him~ lol
But I too want to emphasize that,
A princess too always a Princess, Hehee^^
Will never give up instead,
Will always have her own way to MELT the King's heart~
The King will later forget all His DIGNITY and His SEVERITY!
lol

Hmm, but the princess is not satisfied with the 1st movie yet and planning for the second movie with the prince~
Hehee^^
to succeed or not, we have to depend on OUR Wong family Kung Fu + a little of TACTIC~
Have to apply a bit of SunZi's 'The Beauty Trap' in it~
Hehee^^


Wendy's 1st movie with family: RED CLIFF


(If you know me quite well, you will know who is missing in this picture~)

Can you see how serious my dad is?
Hehee^^
Like me, if you know him well,
He is a nice person to get along with~

A New Start In Blogger~

Hello,
Today is 17th August 2008 and
I am so fortunate to be able to join BLOGGER as a new member in the bloggers' community!
I started to write blog on 23th July 2008 in Friendster.
I used to write blog to express my inner feelings and thought.
I will transfer posts from Friendster to here before I start a post here.
Well, i think I should tell a little of myself first~
I am Wendy.
How old I am actually is not really matter. ^^

Hmm...
If you know me well,
You will know that I hardly smile~
And I'm not those kind of sunny girl,
Instead a bit dull dull and seems really 'heavy' de~
But if I really smile, that is definitely not just a smile~
but NON STOP LAUGHING~
So don't simply stimulate my laughing sensor~
Or else you will regret the moment I start laughing!
But you just can't simply run away from me!
The more you ignore me,
The more you will adore me~
What can you do??
You will end up do everything for me~
Hehee^^

I'm kinda mysterious kind of girl if you don't know me~
But if you know me well,
You will find me not as quiet as I used to shown~
Everyone sees who I appear to be,
but only a few know me well, the real me~
What i choose to show,
There's so much behind the smile~
Just that not many people really know~
If you have something to say,
Come to me and say it to my face but not my back!

Need anything else to clear your doubt?
You are welcome to my world:
to ask, to, question, to comment, to judge, to whatever you like...
But make sure you are CLEAR before you do so~
A weird personality right?
But you definitely won't be able to know me well by viewing at my page~
You need to make a move and explore~
And give me a chance to know you more!
Hehee^^
You can too add me at 'mcky1224@hotmail.com' in MSN.
All the best and have a nice day~

Regards,
Wendy^^