Last week when I came back from class, All I could hear is both Hugo and Hayley barking impatiently awaiting me to unlock the house door and the cage. She would warn me to release her and circulate me wanted me to pamper her. But today, the feeling was so different when I stepped into the house... All I could hear was Hugo's bark asking for attention. I am glad that Hugo is still energetic here! What struck me was there is no more Hayley's smell as well as Hayley's noise... She was a female pup and since she could not bathe for a week in new environment, so I refer the smell as kiap kiap smell. I was so addicted to the smell and I love her smell! Every time I think about her, I could see the pictures of she is caged alone, quarantined and isolated... Dr wouldn't be so good and kind to pay full attention on her... What if her seizure start again? Who is going to take care of her? Who is going to massage for her? Every time when I consider this issue, I wanted so much to bring her back. Even if she couldn't survive the disease, at least I want her to continue to feel the love we give until she takes in her last breath.. At the same time, I do know very well that I can't provide her the professional care she needs.. When does she need to pump in with what kind of medicine in different situation to release her pain? All these things are the things that I do not know... All I worry is, the pet shop Dr might overdose her just wanting her to recover... Should I quit my classes to volunteer working in the pet clinic to take care of her? This is the only way to see her daily... Argh! Very contradict!!!
Miss you, miss you, miss you!!!!!
Hayley wanted to escape from the cage!
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