Thank you~

Clock on desk non stop ticking and it remains me it is almost 2:30am and it is quite cooling after rain. My heart was terribly pain since last night and it deteriorated the whole day today. Someone called and I was relieve by letting all my pain and sorrow out after an hour chat. And I am here to thank to this particular one for offering unlimited effort to calm me down. Your care is very much appreciated.

Merci, ma cher!

When you turn your cold back to me,
I wonder if you can see my heart mourning.
When I open my eyes every morning,
Something wet my eyes before i could even prevent...

When you try to hide away things from me,
I wonder if you can see my pieces heart.
Before I could stop myself from tearing,
I am already joining the raining day...

Sitting by the window,
With Nike in my arms.
I thought I heard you wrong
when you told me you love me.

Life goes on for you every single day
without you realizing the pain in me.
Life goes on around me but no one can see
nothing is important for me anymore...

I don't want to go out,
I don't want to have fun,
I don't want to do a single thing,
I just wish my day can pass without thinking anything...

You have no idea how much I cry,
I had never let you know.
It is so hard here without our love being blessed,
but i am not allow to let it shown...

I must pretend all is fine,
Everyone think seems to be alright.
But I never let them know,
I cry for our love every night.

Not until 10 days before Christmas,
I was told my assumptions are wrong.
The relieved me is letting you know,
I had let the heavy rock out~