Life doesn't seem easy for me from the beginning... I knew it since I was still an embryo! LOL~ I am always the odd one. That is what I used to think of even until today... Oh my!! What's wrong with my luck?? I am fated to left behind of everyone mind... PROVOKING! I am not sure why I am born to such a cold world... Everything seems to be unfair to me... Does "FAIR" exist? Existed or still existing? What is the reason dad and mom brought me to this world without me feeling I am part of the world? I wonder am I an unwanted child?? I wish I could be aborted and have see this world... I wish I could place a period in my life without me thinking so much. Can you imagine when I was moody and sad, everyone will just give me a sentence:
YOU ARE THINKING TOO MUCH... or DON'T THINK SO MUCH LAH...
WHAT A WORLD! Well, I better not to complain as end up all the blame will falls on me again! I am just a loser who fail to adjust to everything. Hmm, losers are meant to disappear from this globe huh! I have had enough!
Nicky Lee
ni xiao zhe shuo
ta shi peng you
dan ni yan zhong tai wen rou
wo de bu an
na me chen zhong
zhi you ni bu dong
* ta ba zhan le
ni de xin zhong
shu yu wo de jiao luo
suo yi ni shuo
wo men
bu shi ni he wo /
** shi wo xiang tai duo
ni zong zhe yang shuo
dan ni que mei you
zhen de xin teng wo
shi wo xiang tai duo
wo ye zhe yang shuo
zhe shi wei yi neng
an wei wo de li you //
Oh?
(Repeat *, **)
wo xiang wo mei you
cuo guai le shen me
sui ran ni bu shuo
dou shi cuo zai wo
tai wan wo cai dong
ai le ni tai duo
Oh?
(Repeat **)
I used to think like you when I was a struggling low rank engineer, everything I do seems to go against me. Looking back, all these difficulties actually made me a better person. I thought all my problems ends when I made it in my career but things change and there are many up and downs in life. Although life is a continouus struggle, we need to take some time to smell the roses too. There are many beautiful things waiting to be discovered in this world. Don't worry, be happy!
ReplyDeleteHey, there you go again, sigh!! I have no comments at the moment as I myself is not much different from you, Ha Ha. But life goes on. I just make sure it goes on at such a fast pace that I have no time to dwell on anything. Let life be a whirlwind to sweep you along and whoopee, enjoy being blown along, enjoy the blast of air gushing you along!!!!! Enjoy the experience of being alive. Let no one and nothing hold you back.
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ReplyDeleteCasey, don't say here I go again as you know me better than anyone else in this globe. This is the actual and mask-less me.
ReplyDeletePete, thank's for your concern! I wish I could be like you to live a lively life but I afraid I just can't do so... Colorful world is not part of my life and it is not a lace I should belong to... It wasn't created for me either... Sigh....
It's so nice to hear about you again, mcky... :-D It's okay to be different, you are unique. Everyone is akward in their own ways, but have more faith in yourself, you'll pull through. :-D
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